Saturday, March 8, 2008

a little by lil

The day I stood still, watching the time passes by,

wandering away, brought my memories,

a little by lil, back into my thoughts

The day I broke down, with shots of chemicals,

bringing me out, from within myself,

a little by lil, into the world of yours

The day I watched you, and the sorrow in your eyes,

heart pounding still, touching you, feeling you,

a little by lil, I try to understand why

The day I made my mark, taking a different path,

pushing through the memories, that had kept me apart,

a little by lil, I took the step one

The day I heard from you, what had been told is just the truth,

I took some time and stepped backward, waiting for you to lead,

a little by lil, to the light that is shining through

The day I feel my heart, that I had doubt a thousand years,

as if I've found myself, bleeding through it all,

a little by lil, trust falls in the right path


Memories remain unkept, as there will be so much more,

the day will come and I would not let go,

and here I sat in silence, with solace from a turning fan,

as what I need is not maturity, but only a boy who would grow up with me,

a little by lil, we will learn why

6 comments:

xenac said...

*wink wink*

goayimm said...

as usual, i'll be expecting a comment from you. just wondering how random it could be. lol :)

xenac said...

hahaha. aduish. hope you won't be taking more than one month hiatus from blogging just because ruben is around. =P

i don't do random comments k? all carefully calculated and weighted so that you will be boggled by them. just like how cats don't drink mocha lattes. or like how i don't drink earl-grey + lemon. *evil smirk*

=P

i do wonder sometimes if you sengaja write some very hard to comment on post so that i can't post on it. Mei challenged me to comment on every weird post she writes, so far ok ok la. lol.

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Freakylicious said...

Whoa goay, even I'm touched by ur poetry...

Ruby Ruby...Some gem u have here to complement you...

Freakylicious said...

N by that i meant the 'gem' is goay...*wink*

Dan-yel said...

Little by little,
Present moments wisp into past,
What are memories but keeping of time's rust.

Little by little,
You helplessly watch time fleeting by,
With it, the familiar warmth,
That to lose it altogether you'll cry.

Little by little,
Fear creeps in,
Insecurity surging,
Loss, sacrifice comes imminent.

Little by little,
Your heart approaches its last beat,
Before the great pain so cruelly wreaked.

But little by little,
As time fleet by indifferently,
Your heart would still beat fervently.

So my friend, do not worry,
For little by little, but surely,
As you cope with this pain,
You'll grow and see there's more to gain.