Friday, January 15, 2010

not a fragile lil chinese girl.

the whole thing still feels like a dream to me. I don't even know how to put them into words so that it sounds believable.

yesterday was my follow up check up after a hemorrhoids removal surgery, only to find out that the hemorrhoids removed aint so ordinary.

i was diagnosed with malignant melanoma, a type of skin cancer. i was then put through a CT scan and MRI scan to see how far the cancer cells had spread. Hoping that if it's initial stage, it could be surgically removed. when i'm done with all the scan, the doctor that i was consulting to already left the hospital, we cant do anything but to wait till the next morning.

we went back to the hospital this morning to get the medical result. news wasn't good. but at least my spine and brain are clear of any growth which means i can still think for myself.

next would be a consultation from oncologist monday morning, mr. liew, the current doctor that i'm seeing is a surgeon.

i dont know what's going to happen. to everyone, i'm fine. i think i might still be able to run faster than you.

i dont want to go missing without a word. i might not answer calls or reply msgs but i dont want to go missing just like that.

will have a long treatment time but i will be back. i'm not any skinny fragile chinese girl.


charis said...

no, indeed you're not. and yup, you'd still run faster and shoot better hoops than me.

walking right beside u. hugs.

muse said...

you're never that fragile lil chinese girl. we tasted your feist love, and we'll continue to witness it for some time to come.

it feels like a dream but you're walking steadfastly on the ground with many loved ones beside you. it'll be quite a walk now.. (=