Monday, January 21, 2008

Zombie.

why do I always shed tears whenever I try to close my eyes and shut my mind?

it's weird. And confusing, whenever I try to understand my own feelings.

forced. hate. love. struggle. it's just a simplification to something so much more.

sometimes I wonder how do we really categorize.

Maybe beyond all these words, we share nothing similar.

we see through different pair of eyes, feel through different type of souls.

and all we share is a common language that describe all different thing from one another.

it's like red might be red to you but might be your green to another person, who took that as red.

then if we linked red to bold or sexy, and then one thing links to another and another and another.

that's how I confuse myself sometimes.

2 comments:

Dan-yel said...

Perhaps you should consider this,
Existentialism

The world perhaps is nothing but chaos, but we try to rationalize everything, explain certain occurrences so that later we can predict the next event.

Existentialism, as far as I know, is the latest thread of philosophy. It suggests that humans were forced into this world of chaos, not order. On this basis, it is contrary to what Rene Descartes purported, Cogito Ergo Sum "I think therefore I exist", that our conscience is the evidence of our existence. But existentialism proposes that our existence, our physical existence is what matters, not our conscience because conscience is just a remedy for human anxiety the moment they were forced into this world.

Here's my opinion, (and don't be surprised to receive a comment from me ya) I think this philosophy is to a certain extent true because we cannot be sure that the laws of nature, all the social rules that we know of, is in fact true because all were founded based on our own senses and our mental reasoning, and we cease to entertain whatever that is unimaginable as often it is the case.

But we can be sure that there's a lot more to this world that we are in, the speed of light, the upper dimensions. Perhaps our sense of logic and morality is nothing more than just illusions, imagine that you are to decide where to divert a fast incoming cart, either to the rail where there are five people or the one with just one people. That's rather easy to answer compared to the situation where you have to stop the cart from hitting a group of person by pushing the person onto track to stop the cart, killing that one man but sparing the rest. The theory here is that moral rationality could be nothing more than just emotions.

Click here for a short but impressive lecture on conscience.

Anyway, we can't be sure how true is that yet, so don't be depressed.

"I'm an optimist. It does not seem too much use being anything else" - Sir Winston Churchill.

Besides girl, even if the world is indeed just chaos under the delusion of rational laws, we have every reason to be happy. It means that the world can be interpreted creatively in any way, forget what the nagging asses trying to tell you. It also means that your freedom, and your autonomy is the foundation of your satisfaction and self-actualisation.

xenac said...

i agree with dan-yel. 110%

it's either that or you down the entire long island minus hoon's help.

*grins*